I mean it.
I am walking away from this site and not looking back, too much has happened here and the past will always be and nothing can change my mind that those things will ever change.
What happened over a year ago will haunt me and be in the back corner of my mind always, but I don’t want to be reminded of it anymore.
I no longer communicate or interact with those people and have no use for them in my future. People I thought I needed, I don’t. People I hated through no fault of their own, who hated me as well and bashed me numerous times for things that had happened that was not my fault either. Instead of realizing we were victims of the same manipulator we attacked one another and became enemies. I have come to realize that it wasn’t our fault… no one likes to be made to look like a fool and we are more alike than we’d like to admit.
Best of luck in your future and I hope one day you can forgive me for trying to show you what you didn’t want to see. I guess the only reason I held on for so long was to try and help you to escape, maybe I shouldn’t try to help others anymore and start focusing on me for a change.